I dunno why, but since after starting work, i am not living that happy as i was as student.
When i was schooling, no matter how many projects or homework dateline i have to meet. No matter how hard is the projects. No matter how hard is the exam. I never feel so stress as i have now. Not even when i was taking PSLE or O level exam. I never feel so stress.
I dunno how long i can hold on. Although i just passed the probation, but the thought was quitting has become more and more. Especially when i am working with that someone. That someone really make me very stress. Not even my preceptor has make me that stress.
Sigh... i seem to be abit regretting. Why do i choose that course in the fast place?
Another thing is the POLITICS.
Which i really dun understand.
Why people doesn't want to work in peace and harmony? Why do people want to create thing called politics in the workplace. Isn't working happily is the best thing? Why they want to make people working with them to suffer. Why they can work happily, while making people working with them to suffer, to be sad, and want them to work so unhappily.
Right now, to me, people trying to play politics in the workplace, are no different from primary school children. Nope, i think they are worst than a primary school children, as least the children' mind is not as complicated as them. At least children mind are as innnocent as a white paper not like those who trying to play politics, their mind is full of rubbish and dirt who think nothing else but to comment on others and make people suffer.
I know this post is quite long and wordy. I just need some place to verge out. I afraid that if i dun verge it out, i might explode one day. There are too many drama things happening to me these few weeks.
I really need to go arcade.. I want to GO!!!! I want to play the basketball. To throw the ball as hard as i can. I want to play the percussion master, to hit as hard as i can with some music.
I dunno why, but since after starting work, i am not living that happy as i was as student.
When i was schooling, no matter how many projects or homework dateline i have to meet. No matter how hard is the projects. No matter how hard is the exam. I never feel so stress as i have now. Not even when i was taking PSLE or O level exam. I never feel so stress.
I dunno how long i can hold on. Although i just passed the probation, but the thought was quitting has become more and more. Especially when i am working with that someone. That someone really make me very stress. Not even my preceptor has make me that stress.
Sigh... i seem to be abit regretting. Why do i choose that course in the fast place?
Another thing is the POLITICS.
Which i really dun understand.
Why people doesn't want to work in peace and harmony? Why do people want to create thing called politics in the workplace. Isn't working happily is the best thing? Why they want to make people working with them to suffer. Why they can work happily, while making people working with them to suffer, to be sad, and want them to work so unhappily.
Right now, to me, people trying to play politics in the workplace, are no different from primary school children. Nope, i think they are worst than a primary school children, as least the children' mind is not as complicated as them. At least children mind are as innnocent as a white paper not like those who trying to play politics, their mind is full of rubbish and dirt who think nothing else but to comment on others and make people suffer.
I know this post is quite long and wordy. I just need some place to verge out. I afraid that if i dun verge it out, i might explode one day. There are too many drama things happening to me these few weeks.
I really need to go arcade.. I want to GO!!!! I want to play the basketball. To throw the ball as hard as i can. I want to play the percussion master, to hit as hard as i can with some music.
Rainy
